The Surreal, the Sublime, and the Journey Itself

The time has come for me to leave the Emu nest, and I’d like to end my time here with three quick vignettes:


First, the surreal. Many Emus use their introductory post to talk about getting The Call (wherein their agent tells them they have a book deal). I decided to save my story of The Call for my farewell post, not knowing that the post would appear exactly two years after that life-changing day. So here’s my story:

On December 5, 2014, I had been on submission for almost two years with three different manuscripts, and I had convinced myself that I loved writing for writing’s sake and it was okay if I was the person who always came close but never quite got a book deal. Some days I even believed this. I had taken a full time teaching job partly because I needed to feel like I was contributing again, rather than just writing stories that would likely never find readers. On that fateful Friday, I taught my last lectures of fall semester, came home, and made myself a plate of nachos as a reward. (This is literally the first time since high school that I had eaten nachos as an after-school snack.) I had just sat down when my seven-year-old daughter came running in with my phone.

“Mom,” she said. “It says it’s..Ammi-Joan Paquette?” (She would have known who was calling if it had just said “Joan.” 🙂

I had hoped for that call for so long that the hope had faded, almost entirely away. I’d dreamed that dream so long that it seemed impossible for The Call to be anything other than a dream, an oasis on the horizon that recedes with every step. It was truly surreal. And yet, there I was, crying into my nachos. It happened, folks.

The second story is of the sublime. I had many teachers who inspired and nurtured me and helped me grow, but none more than my first grade teacher, Kathryn Ipson. She helped me write and illustrate my first story, The Big Bad Pig. She sensed that I needed a challenge and got a computer in our classroom (at a time when nobody had a computer in the classroom), taught me to type, and set me free. We stayed in touch through the years, and when I visited her as a college student and told her my plans to get a PhD and become a professor, she said, “That’s wonderful. The most important thing is to find a job where you’re helping people.” That one statement lingers with me still, and although it didn’t change my professional plans, it changed my priorities.

On October 18, my first book, Like Magic, was published. I had a launch party at our local independent bookstore, and at times the line snaked to the back of the store. The most accurate (if cliched) way to describe that night is a dream come true. But perhaps the most sublime and wonderful moment of that night was when the crowd parted and there was Mrs. Ipson, standing in line with a copy of the book. I showed her her name in the acknowledgments. We hugged and cried a little. A few days later, Mrs. Ipson found me on Facebook and said that she had finished reading and she expected my book would win the Newbery. Okay, I suspect it won’t, but to have someone who has believed since I was very small that I was capable of anything–someone who continues to believe it–well, that is incredibly meaningful.


Mrs. Ipson finds her name in the acknowledgments of Like Magic (photo by Brooke MacNaughtan)

There have been other moments that have been almost this magical–many, in fact. Signing books in the gorgeous Salt Lake City Library, where my characters spend much of the story. Receiving my first starred review. Finding out that the book had sold in Scandinavia, and that this story was about to find its way into other lands and languages. Meeting and hearing from bright and diverse readers who have connected with the story. Beautiful, unforgettable moments.

If you’re a writer, and you don’t give up, you will have these moments too–even if it feels like you will always be stuck in the spot where you are right now. But the more I think about this whole debut experience, the more moments of joy I see in the journey itself. Evenings gathered with my critique partners. Time spent in workshops when I’m taught something that sparks an idea inside me. Moments at the computer, alone with my characters, when I struggle and struggle and finally get that scene or sentence just right.

I’m reminded of one of my favorite quotes:

“Anyone who imagines that bliss is normal is going to waste a lot of time running around shouting that he has been robbed. The fact is that most putts don’t drop, most beef is tough, most children grow up to be just like people, most successful marriages require a high degree of mutual toleration, and most jobs are more often dull than otherwise. Life is just like an old time rail journey … delays, sidetracks, smoke, dust, cinders, and jolts, interspersed only occasionally by beautiful vistas and thrilling bursts of speed. The trick is to thank the Lord for letting you have the ride.”

-Jenkin Lloyd Jones

The last few years have been unforgettable and exhausting, yet I can’t wait to see what’s around the next bend. Thank you, thank you, to the Emus and to all who have shared this journey with me. And for all of us, no matter what stage of the expedition, may we find joy and be truly thankful for the ride.

profile-picElaine Vickers is the author of LIKE MAGIC (HarperCollins) and loves writing middle grade and chapter books when she’s not teaching college chemistry or hanging out with her fabulous family. She’s a member of SCBWI and represented by Ammi-Joan Paquette of EMLA. You can find her at on the web,@ElaineBVickers on Twitter, Pinterest, and Instagram, or generally anywhere there are books and/or food for her consumption.


Filed under Advice, Book Launch, Dreams Come True, Farewell, Happiness, Patience, The Call, Uncategorized, waiting

23 responses to “The Surreal, the Sublime, and the Journey Itself

  1. annbedichek

    Oh, Elaine. This post.

    Oh, the tears. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you for letting us be part of your beautiful journey. ❤

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  2. Oh, Elaine! What a wonderful story! Thank you for sharing. I LOVED Like Magic – what a fabulous debut. I look forward to reading many more books by you! I’ll miss you here at Emu’s Debuts, but glad we will share a family, still. Congratulations again! xo

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  3. tashaseegmiller

    Love the grace you have always demonstrated and that I was able to watch your determination pay off with the first of several book dreams to come true.


  4. kathalsey

    What a hopeful story for all writers! Elaine, much continued success on your journey. That pic and acknowledgement of Mrs. Ipsom is priceless. We all need that cheerleader. I am sharing t this w/my crit group!

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    • elainebvickers

      Thank you so much, and best of luck to you and your critique group! It really is such a beautiful thing to have good friends to share the journey with you. ❤


  5. Elaine, I’m going to miss you in the nest! *sniff* Just like your book, this post is beautiful, heartwarming and inspiring. Thank you! ❤

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    • elainebvickers

      Thank you, Andrea! And I don’t know if I’ve said a proper congratulations on your debut! I adore The Nian Monster!! Ordered a copy for my daughter and for her kindergarten class. xoxo


  6. katieslivensky

    Elaine, you were one of my first EMU pals! This post almost made me cry! You are such a fantastic author, and I’m so excited for you to be moving along on your journey, even if I’ll miss you here. Keep being amazing–you’re really good at it!

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  7. Carleen M. Tjader

    This was a marvelous post! Congratulations on your publishing. And what a sweet, tender acknowledgement to your long-ago teacher. We all want to be that kind of teacher.

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  8. What a beautiful story! Kudos to you for keeping in touch with your teacher and for sharing the magic with her. I look forward to reading your book.

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  9. Charlotte Dixon

    Thank you for sharing your journey. You have given me hope and inspiration. Congratulations on your successes.

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  10. Oh man, Elaine, this post is fantastic and inspiring. I would SO love to be saying on Newbery day, “Mrs. Ipson called it!”

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  11. Christina Uss

    Thank you for sharing the story of The Call, and Mrs. Ipson, and the Jenkin Lloyd Jones quote. I’m so glad you got this beautiful vista and thrilling burst of speed, and that we all get to enjoy LIKE MAGIC because of it.

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  12. I’m so glad Like Magic is out there in the world! Thanks for sharing the story about the call and that quote from JLJ!


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